sawajiri erika is pretty cute, but man, do i hate her snobbish personality.. if it was ever possible to go out with her, it would be one hell of a crazy trip.
yeah, i hate having decide to where to go and what to eat all by myself. i mean sure, sometimes is okay but not all the time. if the other person refuses after telling me that i can decide, i would just be frustrated.. lol.
4 hours a day is good to talk about random things and be all "lovey dovey" but its just different from real life relationship.. it just isnt the same, in my opinion. what was the problem? well, distance is one. second is that we had different views on relationships. she had dream-like view on how couples should be and i had a realistic view on how couples should be. third.. well humans arent perfect so we both had some bad parts.
yeah... its somewhat frustrating because i dont know anybody near me (especially, somebody who is also half) that can fully understand what im going through. harmony? i would have to agree with that. to be honest, i dont really think i have any enemies.. i just want to be friendly with everybody. that may be one of the reasons why i like the atmosphere in japan.
by the way, as far as i can tell, your english is perfect! ^^
