>no, im not interested in guys, only GIRLS. lol I knew it. lmao I just thought I had follow the golden rule here. Now that you mention it, yeah, I remembered I had a crush when I was a kindergartener. lol But, no, I should've asked differently. Ever was pointless. Lately was more suitable. Well, forget about it anyway.
Yeah, I also think personalities are really important. Though of course I don't know about her true personalities, your thoughts/explanations reminded me of Sawajiri Erika. lol Cute and hot though she is, it might be really tough to go out with a girl like her. Ah, that's a bit off the point. Let's go back.
>i would like the girl to rely on me but not solely on me Yeah, if one is dependent heavily on the other, I'd say their realtionship won't last long. Like you are always asked where to go and what to eat or anything like that, when on a date. It'd be a burden, especially if s/he refuses your suggestion. I'd be like "Daaaaa, why don't you suggest an alternative, THEN!!" lol No, I'm not kidding. Habit of food sometimes is really a big problem. I mean it! Again off the topic...lol
Hmm, 6 months, 4hours a day. That's good enough to get to know each other, imo. What was the problem? On your side? Um, no, I shouldn't ask. There're things better left untouched.. Sorry about that. =_=
And from what you said, I guess it'd be better for you to choose Japan. Of course, I understand you should consider and respect your parents' wish, but the final choice must be up to you. Living in a place where you don't feel you belong...sounds like torture to me. Probably the Japanese side of you is stronger (am I wrong?). Though it may be both a good point and a bad point, Japanese people in general prefer to be in harmony with each other, as I'm sure you'd think along the same line as mine. Of course, it depends on what kind of people you are with, though.
Ok, have a good day! I think I'm going to have dinner!
