I wish there was something like this that existed. A delete button. For an existence. If only I could just hit the delete button of myself, I’d do it right now. Probably without hesitation.
It feels like my whole existence doesn’t make ANY sense anymore.
Sorry to the people who come here in hopes of hearing me sing but…. how do you expect me to sing? I feel like half of my brain and heart has been eaten by some odd parasite with time…. through the years…. and that no matter how much I’d want and try to live a healthy and happy life, it’s just not possible anymore. Not at this point… I know for sure that there isn’t much time left for me.
So please, I’d appreciate if you could hold back from insulting me or spy on me to gossip. Whoever you are.
I’m a pretty pathetic human being and my clock is ticking very loudly. Very loudly….counting the last time of my existence.
