Himeka... I know you are anxious about a lot of things... and to be honest, me too.... I don't know if I could overcome all of them... (I want to hide myself >w< too)
And maybe it's unfair to say this.. but I do hope that you will move forward.. unlike me, you have the talent; and I am not joking or making fun of you at all... I AM SERIOUS... so... just go... dont fear... we'll support you no matter what.. and will give you a big warm hug when you come back =D
I hope you will remember all of us.... and the time we had together... And the promise to meet someday.. somewhere.. in this little planet :D