My life has been awfully tragedy itself. I studied more seriously than my classmates through all my school days: in primary, junior high, senior high school and university. After then, I started to study English. However, I can hardly understand by my ear what someone says in English. I have repeated shadowing trainings and have watched many English DVDs. In spite of these endeavor, I cannot understand English sounds yet at all. I cannot understand it at all without reading with my eye. Instead of my not being able to understand English sounds, I understood the sentence when I read it with my eye. I think that lives are determined by their original talent, as for which I have none. My junk gene is the only cause, regrettably. I'm shedding a tear now.
